Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Then I’m.

Yeah, I’m kind of an introvert person.
I suck at social interactions.
I suck at expressing my feelings.
I can’t make new friends, and I don’t know how I’m keeping the current ones. Or maybe I actually don’t.
I love my work, it’s where I can be myself, not the place, but the work itself.
I love my family, I love our gatherings, I feel safe whenever they are around, I feel warm. But sometimes I feel that I can’t bear how loud they are, and just want to set quietly at my room.
School friends are my comfort zone. However, I can’t always stand their outings.
I hate college, I hate everything about it, it reminds me always how I can not fit in a place even after spending four years in it.
I panic when I get a phone call, I usually don’t answer, and when I do I keep thinking how to end it.
I’m not a boring person tho, or that’s what I think, I’ve read about every possible thing since I was 7 and I can keep a conversation going whatsoever the topic is, but I don’t feel like talking, always.
I’m more of actions person than words.
People think I’m shy, or even aggressive when I’m actually just anxious: would they accept me as I’m?
So yeah, if this’s what introverts do, then I’m.

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